Started my first job yesterday and now it feels like my body is dying.
I work at a bowling alley, it probably isn't too bad I am just new and overwhelmed. I get 15 an hour which isn't bad, either, so I will stick it out. I am just worried that I'm gonna get majorly burnt out and die. At the moment I have today off, and am working like six hours tomorrow, and half of that I will be the only person in my section so maybe kill me. I am fine with asking a couple of people questions, but asking people in like the kitchen questions is scary and I don't wanna do that. I will need to, but I don't want to.
I spent like the first two hours yesterday on the verge of tears and then this random lady comes up to the counter and the girl who is training me says hi to her, and I tried to be friendly so I gave her a little wave. She gave me a weird look so the girl training me was "like this is the new kid" and this bitch looks me up and down, makes a weird face, and then says "apparently so" in the most passive aggresive voice I have ever heard in my life. Like????? BITCH SHUT UP YOU HAVE A STUPID HAIRCUT. Anyways it felt like I was gonna cry when it happened but now it is just kinda funny like she def though I was a butch lesbian with my khakis and my low pony-tail. Told my friend this story and sent him a picture of my outfit and he said I looked like a butch manager that runs the Mcdonalds like its the navy.
I should really be writing more in my actual diary instead of here, but writing hurts my hand and here I get to pick background images for stuff. Idk will probs write more physically anyways.