Hiya! Been a minutes
School and work have meant that I have no time to work on the site which sucks. I just wanna have fun and be free, but alas the bowling alley and senior project call to me. Seriously though, it sucks. I'm finishing high school this year, though, which will hopefully give me more time to do fun stuff. Iv'e been kinda in a frozen chamber if that makes sense. Was finally able to obtain a car though! It has been on the to do list since the car i was driving before kicked the bucket back in november. Now my nana has her car back and I have reliable transport.
Im the president of my schools NAHS so i tried to set up an art fair this past month. I really wanted to do something that would actually benefit art students rather than like. rock painting for their parents. the event got shot down pretty quick due to "scheduling issues", thats what i was told anyways. I think i was kinda lied to, though, because out supervisor just made more event suggestions that fit in with the "for the family" kinda category. feeling very discouraged about it but there isn't much I can do. Going to an art school that is run by people who dont do art kinda sucks, it feels very sanitized because these people just do not get what goes into it since they dont do art. Feels gross and upsetting but whatever. It sucks to feel like I'm the only one in it to actually give a shit about what we are doing, because consistently most of the other member sjust don't show up or contribute. I know people are busy and can't have it as first priority, but it sucks to care about something so much only for it to not go well because you're the only one who gives a shit. Being president has just made me feel consistently depressed when people dont put in the work, like I had to chase people down to get the stuff we needed to do the bare minimum and I am just so tired of this shit. I just wanna be apart of an art thing where everyone has the time and energy and passion to make it happen. But then I think I'd be the depressed flake, so idk.
Gonna get some blank vhs tapes and a cd burner for my computer for future art projects. I wanna do more during the summer and am hoping work doesnt up my hours. I work like almost nine hours every saturday and its kinda killing my social life. All of my friends shows are on saturdays so i havent been able to go to those. Every other day is consumed by doing my senior project that I am severly behind on, its due in a week so i need to haul ass NOW.
Gonna try and work on it now, but i probs wont get much done.
Have a nice day, -Scarlet